I've had a terrible case of writer's block over the last few weeks.
I want to tell you all about how God has shown Himself in the last few weeks, but I'm still processing some of the lessons.
I want to tell you how great my Xander is doing, but I am soaking up every bit of his good days, holding my breath and praying we don't have bad days again.
I want to tell you about how overcome I am with emotion when I think that Xander has been with us for almost 3 years! Brandon and I were talking about him the other night and I'm glad he can understand Stephanie's Sob Language. We are so thankful for him!
I want to tell you about how my toddler boys look more and more like little boys but if I say that outloud, I won't be in denial anymore, right? Wasn't it just yesterday I had a newborn and a 13 month old?
I want to tell you how my girlies are growing into bigger girlies. But I'm in denial about that too.
I want to tell you about our rollercoaster ride this pregnancy, but I don't want anyone to think I'm not grateful.
So instead, I've said nothing. And instead I get lost in my thoughts.